PMS-ing SUCKS.
I feel bloated, and KNOW that the scale will show a higher number.
I refuse to weigh myself until it's over.


I B/P 3 times today. THREE.

THINSPO (MK Olsen and Lindsay Lohan = cliche)

102.6

Having green tea, maybe coffee.
Having fruits and veggies.
Maybe some apple juice.

New lowest weight this morning... 104.4
I'm hoping to weigh in at 103 tomorrow.
100 by next week, hopefully.

The B/P has to stop, so I'm heavily restricting instead.

Grapes
Apples
Carrots
Pickles
Strawberries

They're all natural laxative foods and it's all I'm planning on eating.
 

What a fuck up.

I've had this account since June exclusively to post on pro-ana.
I figured I'd start posting entries to keep track of my "progress," or whatever the antonym of progress is.


I'm 5'2.5ish; 18 going on 19.
I weigh anywhere between 108 and 111 at the moment. I'll weigh myself in a few days to have an exact number.

107
106
105
104
103

Each one of those numbers WILL be crossed by April 20.